i'm a bit down and maybe it's because i've been feeling that no one wants to listen to me. maybe just you. i got so use to the fact that everytime people ask me they ask what's happening with everybody else. not me. siguro mahirap pero ok lang. nasanay na din ako e. parang something inside of me wishes that someday someone would finally ask me "kamusta ka na gwen" in the sense that they really DO CARE about me and what is happening in my life.
sometimes people just figure things out. the things that are happening to me not really asking me what is it with me. or maybe since i never really wanted to be understood and i'm not fond of sharing my emotions. ang hirap. parang someday i want to at least feel that someone does care for me and who would be there for me when i need them the most. not because they need me. parang alot of people befriend me only to feel good about themselves. then i figure out that even without them my life does not change. parang ganoon.
hay ewan ko ba. parang wala akong "friend" na may pake sakin. mga user lang silang lahat. naiinis ako. minsan gusto ko naman maalagaan. malaman kung ano ba kaya ko. pero tama na siguro. hindi naman ata mangyayari yoon. sabagay wala naman kasi akong gusto at ayokong magpaalaga. kaya siguro walang nag aalaga sakin.
ako din pa la may gawa ng sarili kong inaasam.
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