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Sunday, June 24, 2007
hi drew
this is probably the second time i used this title. pero what the heck! okie lang. ^.^
let me guess, you are out with your family in Trinoma or Greenhills watching NEXT featuring Nicholas Cage, J. Moore and J. Biel(i don't know their first names!)
ang ganda ng movie. napanood ko na s'ya kaninang hapon after we went to Mass. astig no? ang pretty pa nung girl. when you look at the future, it changes. ^.^ and ang cool magkaroon ng ganoon powers. pwedeng magcheat sa test. JOKE lang! pero pwede naman di ba?! put your POWERS to GOOD USE! have perfect grades :)
and Mass was pleasant. i loved the topic. faithfulness. in everything you do.
faithfulness. in loving you!
NOTE to self: i'm going to get Confirmation this August. para pwede ako ikasal sa simbahan AND pwede na akong maging fruitful person for God. siguro may matututunan akong bago sa seminar. wala lang. i'm not religious.
i read this thing about Einstein and shucks. i was amazed at how much he knew about love and life. i want my own diary again. and this time, i'll make sure my mom doesn't read it. she knows too much. ang dami niyang alam. haha. ^.^
pero siguro one reason kaya wala na kong diary, kasi i have you. to tell everything. to listen to everything. even though nahihirapan pa din ako sa OPENness thing na yan. haha. pero i'm learning. and thank you. for being patient with me ^.^
and yes, i remembered. i met someone today who happens to be a professor in the Theology Department of De La Salle University. Actually, si mama may kakilala :P pero i talked to him. and he knows Dr. Monera. haha. :)
wala lang share ko lang.
let me guess, you are out with your family in Trinoma or Greenhills watching NEXT featuring Nicholas Cage, J. Moore and J. Biel(i don't know their first names!)
ang ganda ng movie. napanood ko na s'ya kaninang hapon after we went to Mass. astig no? ang pretty pa nung girl. when you look at the future, it changes. ^.^ and ang cool magkaroon ng ganoon powers. pwedeng magcheat sa test. JOKE lang! pero pwede naman di ba?! put your POWERS to GOOD USE! have perfect grades :)
and Mass was pleasant. i loved the topic. faithfulness. in everything you do.
faithfulness. in loving you!
NOTE to self: i'm going to get Confirmation this August. para pwede ako ikasal sa simbahan AND pwede na akong maging fruitful person for God. siguro may matututunan akong bago sa seminar. wala lang. i'm not religious.
i read this thing about Einstein and shucks. i was amazed at how much he knew about love and life. i want my own diary again. and this time, i'll make sure my mom doesn't read it. she knows too much. ang dami niyang alam. haha. ^.^
pero siguro one reason kaya wala na kong diary, kasi i have you. to tell everything. to listen to everything. even though nahihirapan pa din ako sa OPENness thing na yan. haha. pero i'm learning. and thank you. for being patient with me ^.^
and yes, i remembered. i met someone today who happens to be a professor in the Theology Department of De La Salle University. Actually, si mama may kakilala :P pero i talked to him. and he knows Dr. Monera. haha. :)
wala lang share ko lang.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
the reason why boys fall in love with girls
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo.
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms.
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight.
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you".
18. Actually... Just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt. * i think every girl is guilty of this :)
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don't admit it).
23. The way they say "I miss you".
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...
Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart..
A feeling...
Only felt...
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms.
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight.
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you".
18. Actually... Just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt. * i think every girl is guilty of this :)
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don't admit it).
23. The way they say "I miss you".
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...
Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart..
A feeling...
Only felt...
Friday, June 15, 2007
when i asked you if you would love me even if i didn't love you.
and now i feel empty.
i want to be with you.
i smiled when you PMed yes.
the last emotion i felt was sorrow.
it was when i saw you go up the stairs.
it was when i saw you go up the stairs.
and now i feel empty.
i want to be with you.
i'm crying.
am i sad?
am i sad?
please tell me what i am feeling.
if i am feeling something.
if i am feeling something.
i want to hug you.
but i can't.
but i can't.
i hate this.
Monday, June 11, 2007
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Thursday, June 7, 2007
expectation number 1
gwen foster: ginawa mo si sign number 1
gwen foster: partly
gwen foster: sige night night
gwen foster: love you
Andrew Alegre: aww
Andrew Alegre: love you too
gwen foster: di pa la sya sign
gwen foster: expectation pa la
gwen foster: hahaha
gwen foster: ginawa mo si expectation number 1 thankshooooooo
Andrew Alegre: aww
Andrew Alegre: ano un?
gwen foster: hahahahaha tumawag ka ng hindi ko sinasabing tumawag ka
Andrew Alegre: aww
Andrew Alegre:
gwen foster: nung second kasi pinatawag na kita e
gwen foster: kaso nga lang
gwen foster: ako naman pinatawag mo
gwen foster: hahaha
gwen foster: kaya partly lang
gwen foster: di mo pa talaga nagagawa as a whole
gwen foster: partly
gwen foster: sige night night
gwen foster: love you
Andrew Alegre: aww
Andrew Alegre: love you too
gwen foster: di pa la sya sign
gwen foster: expectation pa la
gwen foster: hahaha
gwen foster: ginawa mo si expectation number 1 thankshooooooo
Andrew Alegre: aww
Andrew Alegre: ano un?
gwen foster: hahahahaha tumawag ka ng hindi ko sinasabing tumawag ka
Andrew Alegre: aww
Andrew Alegre:
gwen foster: nung second kasi pinatawag na kita e
gwen foster: kaso nga lang
gwen foster: ako naman pinatawag mo
gwen foster: hahaha
gwen foster: kaya partly lang
gwen foster: di mo pa talaga nagagawa as a whole
psychologically speaking
shit. drew. natututo na ko mag-expect. and let's say and hirap pa la mag-expect kasi hindi ko nakukuha kahit ni-isang bagay na inexpect ko. parang ang hirap pa la ng ganoon. kasi hindi mo masabi na 'yun ang ineexpect mo pero gusto mo s'ya mangyari. parang sana gawin yun out of his/her own consent and not because somebody else told him/her to. tapos sana yun mga circumstances magyari sila dahil dapat silang mangyari or dahil gusto ng ibang tao na mangyari din yun. hirap no? hirap pa la mag-expect.
parang ang hirap talaga. OFF LIMITS i suck at these things. i suck at expecting. kaya pa la all my life i didn't expect. kasi masakit pa la. mahirap. at masakit.
parang ang hirap talaga. OFF LIMITS i suck at these things. i suck at expecting. kaya pa la all my life i didn't expect. kasi masakit pa la. mahirap. at masakit.
69th post ko
mwaahahahah wala lang. natawa ako kasi 69 post ko na to. wohoo. pasok ka sa school ha. after this hindi na ko magaabsent magcucut or magwhawhatever. nag aaral ako ngayon for NETANAL kasi kailangan e. may departamental exam. at tinatapos ko yun cheness para sa LBYNETN. so ok lang din ang pagiging absent ko dahil nagiging productive naman ako :D
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
hi my love
"kaso isa lang ang puso ko, kahit paulit-ulit mo saktan mamahalin ka pa din"
ang lupet na ng mga OPM. sobra. asteeg sila. ang ganda ganda ng movie. promise. isa pang malupit na line.
ang lupet na ng mga OPM. sobra. asteeg sila. ang ganda ganda ng movie. promise. isa pang malupit na line.
"do you love me? i'm getting there."
wohoo ibang klase talaga si bernal gumawa ng mga pangdrama. tapos may sobrang kulit na tao doon. paulit ulit niyang sinasabi yun life na God is Good. basta ang kulet sobra. natatawa kami pero syempre may mga seriousness din yun movie. pero ang lupet nila gumawa.
tapos namiss kita. sa isang part ng movie.
drew. wag ka na lang pumunta bukas. 430 na uwian mo e. darating ka sa bahay 530. gabi na. sayang sa time. pero desisyon mo pa din. pero. waah baka hindi mo alam papunta. takot ako. kasama ko din si tammy sa bahay. wala lang pati si tito ex-soldier. wala lang. ikaw kung gusto mo pumunta. hindi ako makakapuntang school e. wala lang. wala kasing kwenta TredTwo. actually meron. pero tinatamad lang talaga ako. SOBRA! kaya ayun. aabsent na lang din ako. break ko na din ito from all the stress.
pero ikaw. it's your desisyon. kaso gabi na e. dangerous.
tapos namiss kita. sa isang part ng movie.
drew. wag ka na lang pumunta bukas. 430 na uwian mo e. darating ka sa bahay 530. gabi na. sayang sa time. pero desisyon mo pa din. pero. waah baka hindi mo alam papunta. takot ako. kasama ko din si tammy sa bahay. wala lang pati si tito ex-soldier. wala lang. ikaw kung gusto mo pumunta. hindi ako makakapuntang school e. wala lang. wala kasing kwenta TredTwo. actually meron. pero tinatamad lang talaga ako. SOBRA! kaya ayun. aabsent na lang din ako. break ko na din ito from all the stress.
pero ikaw. it's your desisyon. kaso gabi na e. dangerous.
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
Saturday, June 2, 2007
todoo
sana naman pumasok ka na sa monday. para hindi na ganoon kadami ang mamimiss mong lessons at hindi ka maaaring sumbatan ng professor na hindi ka pumapasok. pagawa ka kay tita ng excuse letter na absent ka. dahil may sakit ka. or ikaw. hmmm FORGE natin! haha bad yun. pero kinakailangan para excused ang absences. yack. nevermind. haha wag na lang. masyadong pormal. na hindi naman nararapat.
habang ako ay nasa sakayan ng tren kanina, aking napagtanto na ikaw ang magandang ehemplo ng isang makabagong kalalakihan. or ako nga ba talaga ang lalaki sa atin. (kung ganoon okay lang na ganyan ka) sige paninindigan ko na. ako na ang lalake. ako na ang pupunta sa bahay, maghahatid, manlilibre (oops. walang kokontra. dapat lalake ang nagbabayad hahaha ^_^) at kung ano pa man. pero ok lang. siguro kasi ganito lang talaga ako.pero minsan.. pero wag nalang. 'di ako sanay na ako ang pinagsisilbihan. sobra. mas sanay ako na ako yun servant. todoo. toink. servant leadership. isa akong tupa. na kabilang sa tatlumpu't pitong tupa. hahaha hindi puta. hindi hiejo de puta. bad yun. hindi nararapat bigkasin ang mga nilalatay sa mga haliparo. haha. (okay ako na yun salbahe. discriminatory!BOO!) pero ayun. bagamat ako ay nagdadalawang isip kung ako nga ba talaga ang babae, pupunta na ako sa desisyong magpapakalalake na ako para sa iyo.
sisikapin kong mawala ang mga pag-iba ng pagtrato at pagiging malamig. kasi hindi dapat ganoon. bad yun. bad ako. kasi ginawa ko s'ya. hindi na mauulit sa abot ng aking makakaya. dahil dapat intindihin ko kung bakit ka kumikilos ng ganoon na ako din naman ang may sala bakit ganoon ang reaksyon mo. masyado siguro akong biolente. kaya't babawasan ko na ang papaging ganoon ko. dapat hindi kita nasasaktan sa aspetong pisikal. at aabtuin ko iyon sa abot ng aking makakaya.
sabagay, naririto ako sa mundo hindi para saktan ka kaya't nararapat lang mahalin ang isang anghel na tulad mong walang dinulot na kalungkutan sa pamumuhay ko.
NOSE BLEED!
habang ako ay nasa sakayan ng tren kanina, aking napagtanto na ikaw ang magandang ehemplo ng isang makabagong kalalakihan. or ako nga ba talaga ang lalaki sa atin. (kung ganoon okay lang na ganyan ka) sige paninindigan ko na. ako na ang lalake. ako na ang pupunta sa bahay, maghahatid, manlilibre (oops. walang kokontra. dapat lalake ang nagbabayad hahaha ^_^) at kung ano pa man. pero ok lang. siguro kasi ganito lang talaga ako.
sisikapin kong mawala ang mga pag-iba ng pagtrato at pagiging malamig. kasi hindi dapat ganoon. bad yun. bad ako. kasi ginawa ko s'ya. hindi na mauulit sa abot ng aking makakaya. dahil dapat intindihin ko kung bakit ka kumikilos ng ganoon na ako din naman ang may sala bakit ganoon ang reaksyon mo. masyado siguro akong biolente. kaya't babawasan ko na ang papaging ganoon ko. dapat hindi kita nasasaktan sa aspetong pisikal. at aabtuin ko iyon sa abot ng aking makakaya.
sabagay, naririto ako sa mundo hindi para saktan ka kaya't nararapat lang mahalin ang isang anghel na tulad mong walang dinulot na kalungkutan sa pamumuhay ko.
NOSE BLEED!
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