..hold on dear life

i love that song. there is something about it that makes me repeat it a whole lot of times.

As the sun shined, down on me,
I know with you in love is where I wanna be,
sometimes, I go on through life,
thinking that love is something that's not meant for me,

yep. sometimes i think i don't deserve this kind of love. but i'm glad i have it. and i won't ever let it go. and i hope you won't. love is something that is two way. and i'm pretty sure you won't let go of the other end. i'm happy to be spending forever with you. and God has given you to me at the perfect moment at the perfect time. in the perfect place and perfect situation. maybe God sees time. even though time is just a mere approximation. God understands the human mind. and human heart. and he understood that i need you.