when i asked you if you would love me even if i didn't love you.

i smiled when you PMed yes.

the last emotion i felt was sorrow.
it was when i saw you go up the stairs.

and now i feel empty.
i want to be with you.

i'm crying.
am i sad?

please tell me what i am feeling.
if i am feeling something.

i want to hug you.
but i can't.

i hate this.