something is wrong about me. i'm usually happy. most of the time, i mean. and i appreciate every bit of life i have within me. but for an optimist, i am quite the pessimist. i really don't know why. maybe it's due to the fact, i'm idle here at home. i'm sorry if i kept you waiting most of the time. knowing you're not quite patient (just like me), i appreciate what you do to me.
sometimes, i just don't appreciate what i do. that sometimes, i think i am not enough. that i can do more but i know some people are better out there than me. and that i am better than somebody else. but it hinders my determination. i am easily discourage and i am not the type of person who would really go for what she wanted.
i am not a brave heart. however, i would do anything if you want me to. i can change. really. i see myself change dramatically over the last seven months we've been together. and i thank God that i met you. i know i am changing for the better. i am becoming more patient. and life is beginning to unfold its simple joys with you. sometimes, i need to see it. it's like my paradigm is a bit blurred. maybe i need new glasses.
yeah, i just need new glasses.
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