Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Finding One Thing Important

Doesn't mean you have to give up all other important things in your life. I learned that through the experiences and wisdom of other people. I learned that wisdom is the transformation of knowledge into something practical, to be applied. Applied Science therefore are Wisdom of the Science. But that's just me. I really don't know.

I never want to grow old thinking what if I took this path. I don't want you either to think that maybe you should have risked and challenged yourself through an open opportunity. I know we're still kids in their eyes, but that's the beauty of it. We could do whatever we want and still have time to fail, create mistakes, learn and continue on the path we need and want to take. It's not just about wanting but needing to do the things you want to do, despite the low salary.

In the end, money is just a tool for stability. Living in the edge while doing what you want is more rewarding. Providing for a family is also wonderful but before you could let others live their lives and interfere or create life, you must live your life in the best possible way with no regrets on the crossroads and paths that you choose.

I want you to take whatever path you may want to follow. We aren't really sure anyway if we would be together forever as much as we want to. But I can assure you that you will always be a huge part of me, of what I am and what I will be.

I will remember everything you taught me and everything we experienced together. And when the time comes when heaven is shining its glory upon us, I hope that I can be there to share my moment and see your moment. It's rare to happen in a lifetime. And we are of such breeds of rare individuals who are open to anything, are afraid but would be willing to risk it all for something we want to prove in ourselves. Something we want to do.

I don't know when you'll read this or if you will ever read this. But Thank You for allowing me to find the courage to chase after my dreams and pursue my desires. For helping me find myself and be myself again. Thank you for showing me pleasure, pain and disappointment. For letting me experience bliss, happiness, sorrow and wonder. For lending me your ear, your shoulder and your heart. For opening your soul to me and for allowing me to be a part of your life.

I appreciate it. Thank You. And I love you.