second chances

you are my sweetest misery. and i am so happy. alam mo ba yung song na second chance ni michelle branch?! it is so nice.

And when you say
"It doesn't matter"; well it does

and it does matter. cause you will be the only reason i am here. you will be the only thing that would keep me living. i know i can live without you. but i won't take the chance. why live empty-handed, when there is something; someone meant for you. i so love you andrew. so much. i hope nakikita mo yun. i hope nararamdaman mo yun. at mas gusto ko na magpakaTOTOO ka. ok?! promise. and when we fight and we have not resolved it. oops. Major Offense po yan sa Discipline Office. I am not afraid to do it. even in front of the student body nevermind. erase erase. haha. mukha akong bi-atch nun. shux.

magpapakababae ako tomorrow. thankshu so much. ang sarap mo kasama. and don't think i will leave you. i won't. because i assure you physical presence is not the only way for you to know i am with you. always remember the wind when it blows. and remember me when you light a candle. look in the heart of the flame. there you will find me. like how i see myself deep in your heart. deep in your passion. deep in your flame.

i do love you. and i want to share every moment of every day of my whole life with you. i hope you feel the same way too. don't let me go. because i will never let you go. i need you. simply because i really do cherish and love you.