Tuesday, April 3, 2007

smile

happenings, events. chikkaness.

i soo hope my cousin will pass manila science. ang galing niya kasi e. masipag sya. hindi sya matalino. pero anyways, ganoon ang buhay! she still deserves to go to masci. haha. everyone does.

natatawaamazed ako sa mga instances. matagal na pa la tayong pinagtatagpo ni fate. kaso nga lang TAMAD KA! ayan. but somehow the circumstances change but with the same goal -> to bring us together. and im glad i IMed you that night to ask if you were playing o2jam. and when i asked you to make kwento monkey and banana. and when i asked you to stay with me even though late na. and when i asked you to hug me. when i asked you to be my friend. and if it was ok to say 'i love you'. when i asked you who you liked and that i liked you back. im glad i made those decisions. or else i wouldn't have what i have right now. God does makes way. and
God has proven me you are the one. and you have. and all it took was for me to believe. for me to see. :)

today, i do admire kc. and im glad you met him. he's super nice although he looks like a cute panda, he has the true heart of a tapat leader. tapat is a socio-political organization or your ticket to the student council.

it's a way of life. it's how you act, speak and communicate. for me that is tapat. not just a mere political party but a lifestyle. a way to live life to the fullest. to believe that each and everyone is good. that there must be something wrong with the system not the people. that we need change to solve problems and that we need each other to achieve a common goal. that is tapat. i want to be tapat. i hope i could. i would try. until i achieve that vision. a just and free society. too bad i won't see it materialize. i want to make that vision a reality. thank God for KC. he rekindled this flame. i'm quite happy. now i realize that it is truly in darkness that light shines the brighest. thanks Lean.

i'm happy. i think im doing what i want to do. when i first entered lasalle i told myself i want to change people's lives. and i think i do. i think i affect one life at a time. and it's not for the worse. i hope. i think they are actually changing because of me. and so am i. i've meet so many good people who taught me a lot of things. the good and the bad. i learned so many lessons and i knew i gave up a lot of times. but i promise myself, i will never give up anymore.

i will never give up the things which are worth fighting for. never.

i won't make the same mistake again.

i promise.

please be with me :)






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